urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethedrug lovethedrug lovethedrug 2005-04-17T16:45:24Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethedrug:2033 2005-04-17T16:45:24Z 2005-04-17T16:45:24Z 8 months today for me and eric. there is another montherversary on the seventeenth, as of last night!<br /><br />Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male <br /><br />Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female<br />You are both sensitive and savvy<br />Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed<br />But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethedrug:1548 2005-03-26T21:42:31Z 2005-03-26T21:42:31Z while i do love to travel, i miss the familiar things so much! last time i saw eric was last night and i miss him already, its only 4 30 the next day. this sucks because the pool is closed and this hotel has a really nice heated pool, hot tub, and sauna. i went on a campus tour of college of charleston today, it was pretty cool but the dorms are small as hell. oh well, at least its charleston. so i'm on chapter 2 of what i'm supposed to have read by monday and i haven't even begun to read and answer the questions that are due on monday, as well, for zaidman. shit! miss you all more and more as time progresses. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethedrug:1504 2005-03-18T04:14:02Z 2005-03-18T04:14:50Z Today is me and Eric's 7th montherversary. In addition to this momentus occasion, an old friend's mom died a year ago today. In addition to these momenus occasions, Bryan's dog Dusty had puppies a year ago this very minute. Life throws things at you fast, doesn't it? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethedrug:1097 2005-03-17T01:33:03Z 2005-03-17T01:33:03Z friends are so incredibly wonderful-human interaction is a necessity for ultimate happiness. i've always known this but i'm just really really finally realizing and indulging in it. today me and mare and marie went to the mall to find me a dressy and they zipped me up, pulled me out and rescued me from the mesh and silk and put everything back on the hangers. i just had a great time tonight. i love my girls.<br /><br />man today i just got fed up with lawson's smart ass comments. i wouldn't have cared at all if it was the first time he smarted off to me but he has always been inclined to make me feel so stupid and inferior-he's always been critical and condescending towards me and today i didn't see why i couldn't say something back for once. why shouldn't i? and then hannah laughed about it, and that on top of it all just got me ya know? when you're the ass of the joke and everyone's having a jolly old time regardless of your feelings, can't take that shit. there's my explanation hannie, sorry.<br /><br />i am dying for sun. and warmth. just some break from this gloomy wet weather we've been living in.<br />i'm tired of wearing danskos and dodging puddles when i should be wearing rainbows and walking wherever the hell i want, and i'm tired of recycling my sweaters 17000 times a week when i should be wearing t shirts and halters. tired of it! damn groundhog...<br /><br />night, all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethedrug:960 2005-03-16T19:09:42Z 2005-03-16T19:09:42Z i have no lid upon my head<br />but if i did<br />you could look inside and see <br />whats on my mind<br />oh, its you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethedrug:717 2005-03-16T19:03:57Z 2005-03-16T19:03:57Z not quite sure how i feel about everything thats going on with us. everyone seems to be touchy, confused, and not completely honest with everyone else over all. i think, if we're going to continue to be the tight, mellow, and uneffected group we've proven and prided ourselves to be, we should put whatever is underlying our new secretive attitudes on the table and resolve it, without anyone getting defensive, as we know some of us often do. the mary and james relationship troubles along with the hannah and johnny seemingly hidden relationship troubles are throwing us all out of synch and we need to fix it, fast!